One third of the year is already gone. *poof*
I feel like I haven’t done anything, and yet I know that I’ve actually been very busy, which is why I’m looking around myself in May wondering where the time has gone.
But I guess that is part of the problem: I (we) have been busy with things, day in and day out, plus weekends. And thus, nothing has gotten done. It’s a conundrum. Plus, of course, dealing with my own anxiety and sleep issues.
May-be, it’s time for me to slow my roll a little bit, and instead of focusing on busy-ness, focus on projects I want to get done. Flex different muscles than the ones I have been flexing.
1. Writing: What the heck, I’m going to try blogging every day this month. No idea what I’m going to write about. I’ll figure that out as I go through it.
I am also going to set a goal of finishing my next rewrite of my original WIP by the end of June. I may try Pitch Wars again, but in any case I have another project I’d like to start. I may try to do NaNoWriMo again for that one. I NEED TO WRITE I MISS MY CHARACTERS. I spend a lot of time up in my head with them. I need to get them elsewhere.
Plus, I have other stuff I need to write.
2. I don’t know what Two is. I want it to be my house. We just ended our car payments on one car, so maybe that can go toward the house.
I hate my house. Too much shit, and no time, no place, to move it.
3. I want to have more fun with my children. I suppose this in some ways gets in the way of 1 and 2.
All right, anyway. I’m going to get myself together here, and try to distract myself less. Wish me luck, and see ya tomorrow.